Why Am I Here?
Once the task was given to write a blog, my mind went into formulating one blog after the other, lovely ones it seemed, interesting ones. Now, when I have actually the possibility to sit in front of my computer, it gets blank. Nothing is here to be reported. I cannot remember what I was “writing” about in my mind but a feeling remains. I wanted it to be somehow impressive in order to get appreciation, recognition, love. But that is not what I am here for. So, why am I here in beautiful Alozaina under the hot Spanish sun living in spiritual community? I am here in search of my true Self, to...
Read MoreMessage from The Master, by Drew
I had a chat with Jesus, Deep in meditation And I wish to share the essence Of this heartfelt conversation. He spoke to me in poetry For that’s a language I know, I’ve cut out many of my own words here To focus on His glow. He said “I’m here, my brother, as I’ve always been, I’m here inside your mind. You’re weary of the world And you’re done with being blind. To join with me just call on me Until you start to feel, I’ll hold your hand and lift you up And then you’ll start to heal. It’s not the words you utter And you do not...
Read MoreThe Joy of Not Knowing, by Ludvig
The day started intensely, waking up in a sweat after a long series of dreams. I often find myself going to sleep within a dream, and a new dream will start, one level down just like in the movie Inception. I was two levels down when I found myself on a very narrow ridge, heading towards a huge black mountain that was standing in an ocean of volcanic lava. I felt that I was to crawl across the ridge to something that was waiting for me further ahead, but I slipped off the edge and fell down towards the lava. I then woke up in a dark room (where I had gone to sleep earlier within the first...
Read MoreThe Disappearance of the Ice Cubes, by Craig
My initiation into the Living Miracles Community came after inviting David, Suzanne and Frances to Prague in April for two talks. With their Presence there felt a change, a joy, lightness and yet I need do nothing. Of course it is not so simple as to hang around these guys, even if that seemed like a nice idea. While on arriving here for the start of a short stay, the real work started. Having only lived briefly at an Osho Centre (much more bodily concerned), this was all very new. It takes time to fully understand the structure, tasks and the need for reverence. The ego wishes to question,...
Read MoreReflecting on Retreat-ants by Drew
I had the following experience during my first month here in the community and it opened me up to a new level of understanding. The inspiration to write about it hadn’t come until last night when I sat with Petra by the pool and in conversation was reminded of the beauty of the mirror, which can be found in every symbol of the world. It was an arid Saturday afternoon here in southern Spain. The only place where I found some relief from the heat was on the hillside overlooking the Andalusian mountains. I sat among the many plants and sank into relaxation. I noticed an ant crawling up my...
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