Forgiveness is the Home of Miracles, by Lynne

I would like to share this healing experience before I leave the community tomorrow.

We had been watching the movie Philomena and it brought strongly to my present awareness an old hatred and unforgiveness. I was able to express this unforgiveness against a doctor I blamed for the mis-diagnosis of my mother’s terminal illness forty plus years ago.

I was amazed the next morning, during a journaling session, to come to a full awareness that my grievance, hidden all these years, was actually against myself for not fully healing a rift with my mother before she died.

This brought up a huge well of sorrow and, as I went outside to my task of sweeping the pool surrounds, I saw a beautiful big butterfly struggling desperately to escape from a spider web. I freed it gently with a stick and it flew in instant gratitude high towards a nearby tree.

Miracles fall like drops of healing rain from Heaven on a dry and dusty world, where starved and thirsty creatures come to die. Now they have water. Now the world is green. And everywhere the signs of life spring up, to show that what is born can never die, for what has life has immortality. _W-pII.13.5.

I am reminded that Spirit brought me here to learn these things, and now is taking me back to apply them to my relationships with husband, family and friends. I trust that I have learned to not bury and ignore lessons that still need to be learned.

Huge gratitude is due to all my brothers who have supported and guided me during my stay at La Casa. I love you all, you will be in my heart forever. Lynne