Love Gives Itself To Me – Esperanza

Posted by on Apr 3, 2014 in Blog, Featured | 5 comments

Love Gives Itself To Me – Esperanza

La Vida Se Da A Mi , El Amor Se Da A Mi, Dios Se Da A Mi, Pero ¿ Lo Acepto?
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Siempre le he pedido a Dios experimentar su amor totalmente, vivirlo, sumergirme en esta experiencia de amor.  Y de un día para otro me encuentro aquí en La Casa de Milagros!

Sé que esta experiencia es la respuesta a mi petición, pues todo se dio muy rápido y simple.  Sin embargo, al llegar me sentí un poco abrumada por esta respuesta, y con temor de no encontrar o experimentar este amor.

Hoy al despertar le di las gracias a mi Padre por traerme aquí a pesar de mis ideas y temores de no ser merecedora de este amor.  Pidiendo su Guía, en mi día a día y pidiendo nuevamente sentirlo cada vez más y más, y con una decisión a entregarme a este amor que sé que está presente todo el tiempo, pero tenía la creencia de que no era así. IMG_8426

Hay un gatito en La Casa de Milagros y no pude dejar de percatarme que me estaba siguiendo y buscando.  Cuando hoy en la mañana me di cuenta que estaba en la puerta mirándome fijamente y detenidamente como si quisiera decirme algo o me estuviera esperando.  Sin embargo, no lo tome en cuenta, creí que era mi imaginación, pero al continuar con mis cosas el me seguía y me buscaba, y pensé, “lo que quiere es comida, eso es”, ya que en mi casa pasa lo mismo, los gatitos se acercan y maúllan a mi lado, pero sé que quieren comida y yo les doy, y ya está, ya que no me nace tocarlos ni nada, me resisto a que se acerquen a mí.

Sin embargo, este gatito estaba muy insistente conmigo solo quería estar a mi lado, aun así no lo tome en cuenta, no le di importancia. Y seguí con mi escritura.

“Padre ahora voy a una meditación es mi primer día es esta enseñanza, por favor guíame, te pido nuevamente experimentar tu amor.”

Y su respuesta fue:

“El amor es el propósito siempre. Amar es dar, Dar es amar.  No temas amarme, no temas darte.

Mira la vida con amor, sana con amor, la única necesidad es el amor que Soy

Ser amor, es amarme en todo y en todos, pues Yo estoy en todo y en todos.”

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En la meditación recordaba este mensaje y abrí mi corazón a esta enseñanza y de pronto sentí a mi lado nuevamente el gatito acercándose y acurrucándose, haciéndose presente, y no pude evitar sentir tanto amor y alegría al comprender que era ese amor que tanto pedía experimentar, y que no veía, pues creía que tenía que ser espectacular  la experiencia. Comprendí  la enseñanza que momentos antes había recibido.

Comprendí que era yo la que se resistía al amor de Dios, era yo la que no veía su amor. Dios siempre ha sido insistente en mostrarme su amor en muchas de experiencias en mi vida, pero yo estaba ciega, no comprendía que la experiencia de su amor es permanente y constante, solo que no la aceptaba, me resistía a ella, como me resistía a los gatitos.

Que yo era quien rechazaba su amor al no verlo en todo lo que la vida me da y en todos con los que comparto cualquier experiencias, ahí es donde Dios me nuestra su amor.

Al  entrar en la comprensión de esta enseñanza , no pude más que rendirme a este amor que no veía y que mi padre amado me mostraba por medio de este hermoso minino, y estar dispuesta en aceptarlo de la forma en que  se muestre en mi vida, porque ahora puedo sentir que es mi Padre en cada ser y experiencia, sin importar la apariencia que tenga.

Gracia Padre, te amo y te acepto en todos y en todos.

IMG_8487Life Gives Itself To Me, Love Gives Itself To Me, God Gives Himself To Me, But, Do I Accept It?

I have always asked God to feel His love totally, to live it, to be totally in the experience of love.  And suddenly, I am here, at La Casa de Milagros!

I know that this experience is the answer to my prayer, because everything was given quickly and simply.  Yet, when I arrived here I felt overwhelmed and afraid of not finding or experiencing that love.

This morning , I was grateful to my Father for bringing me here even though I was afraid of not deserving this love.  I have always asked for His Guidance, asking to feel Him more and more, desiring to surrender to this always present love.

Since the moment I arrived a small cat named ISO Valentino has been following me and seeking me out. This morning he was outside my door, looking at me as if he was trying to tell me something. I thought it was all my imagination, but he kept following me, and I thought, “Maybe he is hungry,” because that happens at home. I have three cats, and when they come to me I know that they want food, I give it to them and that´s it.  I don´t feel like touching them, I have resistance to their trying to be near me.

However, this small cat was very  persistent; he wanted to be around me, and even though I didn’t care about that and I continued with my writing:

“Father, I am now going to a meditation my first day here, please guide me, and I ask you again, I want to feel your love.”

And His answer was:

“Love is always the purpose. To love is to give. To give is to love. Don´t be afraid, don´t be afraid to give yourself. Look to life with love, heal with love, the only need is the love that I am. To be love, is to love everything and everyone, because I am in everything and everyone.”

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During the meditation I was thinking about that, and I opened my heart fully, and suddenly I felt the cat come and lie down by me, making himself present. And I could not avoid feeling such love and joy at the understanding that this was the love that I had been asking to feel, and that I couldn´t see before, because I had thought that it would come as a spectacular experience. Suddenly I understood the Teaching I had just heard. I understood that it was me who was resisting God´s love, it was me who was not seeing His love. God has been persistent in showing me His love in many experiences in my life, but I had been blind. I didn´t understand that the experience of His love is permanent and constant. I had not accepted it, I had resisted it, in the same way that I had resisted the cats.

I understood that I was rejecting His love when I couldn´t see it in everything that was given to me and in everyone with whom I shared experiences. It’s in this that God is showing me His love!

When I understood this, I couldn´t do anything but surrender to this Love that my beloved Father was showing me through this lovely kitten. And I felt willing to accept it in any way that comes to my life, because now I feel that it is my Father in every being and every experience.

Thank you Father, I love you and accept you in everything and everyone.

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5 Comments

  1. Beautiful!!!

  2. Que hermosa exoeriencia. Me uno a ti Esperanza. Gracias por compartirlo

  3. This is soooooo beautiful!!!! I feel the Love!

  4. Thank you for your sharing Esperanza. We’re glad you are here with us!!!

  5. You are LOVE!! I feel It in your Presence, and am grateful for the blessing.

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